1. Recovery Warrior

    It’s hard for me to believe that I’ve been in the treatment center here at UNC for almost three weeks. It’s impossible for me to properly describe the emotional roller coaster ride that constitutes a stay in an in-patient treatment facility, so I won’t even try. I am getting better, though. Hour by hour, day by day … I am grower stronger. Please continue to keep me in your thoughts and prayers!

     

  2. "The Exhibitionist"—featuring a pale pink tweed jacket and cream open-toed heels, both by Chanel—photographed by Yoichiro Sato for Mojeh (January/February 2013).

     

  3. Iselin Steiro photographed by Karim Sadli for the Jil Sander Fall/Winter 2014 campaign.

     


  4. "My thoughts are stars I can’t fathom into constellations."
    — John Green, The Fault in Our Stars
     

  5. Linde Derickx photographed by Akinori Ito for Spur (August 2014).

     


  6. Birthday Girl

    My best friend sent me a text this morning that said, “Happy birthday, darling! I’m so glad you’re 25 today.” Although it seems weird that I’m now a quarter of a century old, the fact that I actually reached this milestone is something of a miracle, seeing as how I almost kicked the proverbial bucket earlier this month.

    I have no idea what the next year has in store for me, but I’m hoping against hope that my 25th year on earth is a good one.

     

  7. Reblogged from brutalite.

    "Piu Preziosa," featuring Kirsten Owen, photographed by Albert Watson for Vogue Italia (December 1988).

     

  8. Pieces from Shao Yen’s Fall/Winter 2014 collection photographed by James Robjant for Used (May 2014).

     

  9. Kate Moss photographed by Corinne Day (1991).

     


  10. Growing Up is Hard to Do

    On Tuesday, my first act as a 25-year-old will be to admit myself into the Eating Disorder Unit at UNC Chapel Hill. This decision was not made easily, but I hope that all of you will keep me in your thoughts and prayers over the next few months as I officially begin my journey towards recovery.

    I’m not sure how active I will be during my stay in the in-patient facility, but I will try to post as often as I can. After all, I don’t want to completely lose touch with the outside world!

     

  11. Irina Liss photographed for the Marni Resort 2015 lookbook.

     

  12. "Nostalghia," featuring Anna Kuchkina, photographed by Ekaterina Grigorieva for Nasty Magazine.

     

  13. "I Bounce Up Like Round Ball," featuring Franzi Mueller, photographed by Arnaud Lajeunie for Metal.

     

  14. Freja Beha Erichsen photographed by Noam Griegst for the By Malene Birger Fall/Winter 2014 campaign.

     

  15. Harriet and Sarah @ IMG—wearing clothing from Ingvild Abrahamsen’s latest collection—photographed by Coco Capitán for Used (June 2014).